i remember all my follies,
all my falls,
all my failures,
all my petty mistakes,
all the times i led you on, my friends,
all the lies you fed me on, my friends,
i recall:
i recall every tenderness,
every thanks,
every coy smile,
every thoughtful gift,
every loving lesson taught, my friends,
every daft venture wrought, my friends,
but also:
i revile your waywardness,
your hatreds,
your wickedness,
your wretched conceit,
your toxic bickering moods, my friends,
your old suppurating feuds, my friends,
i revile:
all that which i remember.
which i love,
which i dislike,
which i avidly detest,
which i won't ever, despite appearance…
which i
Grumbling from shadows he went
mumbling from gradients he repents
killing the colours of his dreams, his thoughts, his memories
wandering down halls of stone, echoing sentiment, sediment
i shine a bright light ever thru
reaching, grasping, crawling from me
near you
your sleeping form keeps me awake
looking at your face, your shape, your twist
your unchanging solidity
are you me?
Am i your temporary soliloquy?
leaving, i'm leaving
my leaves behind.
lost loaves feeding crumbs
to mice in other lands.
crawling on my belly thru the loam,
longing for distance,
its length rolling, coiling into my strength.
my breath freezes along the breadth of my loathing,
its short spikes spurn me on,
the sandy grit of my own spittle
renders tempers brittle by the broken dawn drawn on.
one heart, one lathe, ten long bony fingers
bend brawn into being,
fling fawning, seething luck away.
lingering feelings burn,
like all your loyal letters.
i left you too late,
life's last loss alluvial.
they push,
they scrape,
they fill it till it breaks.
they gobble fat,
expand to fit,
let their jelly bubble, foam and bake
till it takes the shape of their surround.
i tire.
those who keep space find it encroached,
all warnings just shots fired at breaking waves,
the most valuable of all possessions poached
by those numb enough to devour even emptiness.
shy child hold my hand
away from pride this time,
fly your present, a soul-swept pennant,
away with thoughts of mine.
my day elaborates, elongates,
way behind the mess we call consideration.
why care, deliberate,
wait, awaiting all commiseration?
by one measure i left you alone,
the night nipping at your heels.
tie my pendant to your wrist,
my flight with yours, intone:
hold, stay, curse the day, illuminate
the right wisdom folding loving true belief
towards the wards of fate.
the safety i held in place for you,
of consternation, of misplaced misery,
our souls slowly, fitfully, fretfully progress.
i open up the book i checked out from the library
to find that someone has filled it with scribbles.
they did think to use pencil,
so thanking them for being considerate,
i get to erasing.
i rub out all the lines joining evident couplets,
the circles around components of rhyme,
the dashes denoting rhythm,
and the numbers counting syllabic metre,
but i leave the small five-pointed stars indicating favourites.
later i find that my library card has been revoked.
The Book which you have Returned has been Determined by our Automated Scanning System to have been Physically Modified while Checked Out by this Card leading to Indefinite Suspension
On those days, you leapt from planes
unafraid to fall because you were already flying.
On those days, you did not speak
because the words slipped between your vocal cords
and could not make a sound.
On those days, I could see you through vast skies
over open oceans and beyond slow-falling snow
because you stood so tall in a crowd of billions.
On those days, you were the northern lights
and the whole world became the southern hemisphere.
On those days, I watched your horizon turn on itself.
Frost crept over your limbs and hail fell into the firmament.
I was not afraid because I did not understand.
On this day, I erode under warm water,
c
Friends, without benefits by comatose-comet, literature
Literature
Friends, without benefits
we are not friends,
friends don’t share
one heart, one mouth.
and friends walk in parallel lines,
brushing knuckles not
hipbones and I keep wishing
on the shooting stars
splintering in your eyes for us to be
friends but each time you sigh into my shoulder
how you need this, how you need
me, somehow it almost seems enough,
it almost seems like we are more
than friends but darling -
we are not friends, not even close
and we are not more or
less we just
are.
I remember the moment it happened,
Like a switch had turned on somewhere deep within me.
It took six weeks,
Six weeks of laughter,
Six weeks of music, creativity,
Six weeks of butterflies and crazy stories
Six weeks of drunken calls and never ending thoughts,
And one weekend of bliss.
We were in your car,
Riding in peaceful silence.
My thoughts darted about inside my head
And suddenly I knew.
It took six weeks to fall in love with you.
Now I just have to wait until one of us has the guts to say so
Because I'm pretty sure you love me too.
we are the tigers of our age by foxdust, literature
Literature
we are the tigers of our age
my teeth can sink into prekilled meat and the thrill of the hunt comes from pacing beside fences
my claws grow dull and you tell me im crazy for noticing but i tell you your blind for not seeing it
we are beautiful and we are doomed
you may be able to sit pretty behind this cage but i can't
i had a taste of the wild once and i can't get that flavor out of my mouth
Hi there :).
Here you'll find:
some animated GIMP brushes, i made them a while back but still quite like them,photos cropped to 16:9, i use them as desktop wallpaper,poetry anywhere from ten years old to recent.I'll be adding new photos whenever i change my desktop. It happens every few weeks. I have a lot of them.
I'll also be posting a poem every week or so. Some better, some worse, but all pieces i like. Well i did write them after all.
-- Tommy